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Don’t Feel Close to God Anymore

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  How to Come Back When You’ve Drifted Far—and Burn Again with Purpose “Return, faithless people; I will cure you of backsliding.” — Jeremiah 3:22 (NIV) You still believe, but something feels missing. You show up to church. You try to pray. You want to care. But deep inside, you know it: You don’t feel close to God anymore. You’re not denying your faith. You’re not trying to rebel. But the fire that once burned is now flickering low. You’ve drifted. And maybe you don’t even know when it started. When Life Happens, Distance Grows Drift doesn’t always look like rebellion. Sometimes it looks like weariness. Like disappointment. Like endless waiting. Maybe you're someone who… waited years for a breakthrough that never came. poured your heart into a ministry or mission, but saw no fruit. served faithfully in silence while feeling invisible. lost a job and felt like God forgot your address. faced long-term illness, family strife, or loss—and your soul ...

What’s Crouching at Your Door?

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  Emotional Mastery as a Hidden Leadership Discipline Based on Genesis 4:1–10 We often think leadership collapses under pressure from the outside. But many of its greatest downfalls begin in a place few people see— the hidden, inner world of emotion . It wasn’t an army, a scandal, or a failed strategy that ruined Cain. It was a feeling. One he never dealt with. One that crouched at his door… and conquered him. A Tale of Two Offerings Genesis 4 opens with two brothers—Cain and Abel—bringing offerings to God. On the surface, they both seem obedient and reverent. But the text quietly reveals a deeper layer: “The Lord looked with favor on Abel and his offering, but on Cain and his offering He did not look with favor.” – Genesis 4:4–5 Why the difference? Scholars suggest that Abel brought his best—the firstborn of his flock. Cain, on the other hand, brought some of his produce. A gesture, but not necessarily his best. His heart wasn’t fully in it. This wasn’t just a w...

You Are Not Beyond Repair – God Still Rebuilds Broken Lives

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  A hope-filled devotional based on Amos 9:11 for those who feel forgotten, weary, or broken by life’s battles. In a world that often celebrates perfection, productivity, and polished success stories, it can be crushing to feel like your life is stuck in ruins—shattered by pain, loss, or a string of hard failures. If you’ve ever whispered to yourself, “Can anything good come out of this?” , this promise is for you: “In that day I will restore David’s fallen shelter—I will repair its broken walls and restore its ruins—and will rebuild it as it used to be.” — Amos 9:11 This was not just a prophecy about a physical structure or ancient kingdom. It was about God’s heart for restoration —a divine intention to rebuild what sin, sorrow, or time has torn down. 🔥 A Message for Today’s Broken Places We don’t always speak about it openly, but many today are walking through quiet wreckage: A faithful believer who has served God for years, yet sees no visible result or reward. A...

What Happens When Leaders Fail—and Then Hide?

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  Lessons from Genesis 3 and God’s Path to Restoration Leadership is a sacred trust. Whether you’re leading in your family, workplace, ministry, or creative space—your choices shape lives. But what happens when leadership is tested—when failure strikes, and the pressure to cover up is stronger than the call to own up? The very first leadership failure in the Bible offers timeless insight. In Genesis 3 , we find Adam and Eve at a moment of truth. After disobeying God, their first reaction is not repentance but hiding —first behind trees, then behind blame. “The woman You gave to be with me—she gave me some fruit from the tree, and I ate.” (Genesis 3:12) “The serpent deceived me, and I ate.” (Genesis 3:13) Adam blames Eve. Eve blames the serpent. No one takes responsibility. It’s a pattern we still see today. The Leadership Pattern of Blame-Shifting When leaders hide, systems break. When accountability is replaced with self-preservation, the ripple effects are dee...

"When You’re Tired of Holding On: The Beauty of Persevering"

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  🕊️ "You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what He has promised." – Hebrews 10:36 (NIV) Some words come with weight. They land in your spirit like an anchor—not to pull you down, but to hold you steady in a storm. Hebrews 10:36 is one of those: “You need to persevere…” It’s the kind of verse that meets you where the light grows dim. It doesn’t promise quick rescue. It doesn’t sugarcoat reality. But it offers something far more powerful: a reason to keep going. 💭 “But I’ve been waiting for so long…” Maybe that’s you. You’ve been waiting on something that hasn’t moved in years. A door that hasn’t opened. A healing that hasn’t come. A relationship that hasn’t reconciled. A mission you poured your heart into—and saw no return. You love God. You try to do what’s right. But you’re tired. This isn’t just a story of unmet expectations. It’s the quiet grief of the soul—the kind that whispers, “What if this never changes?...

The Leader and the Garden: Responsibility, Boundaries, and Trust

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  What Genesis 2 can teach today’s professionals about godly leadership What if leadership didn’t begin in a palace—but in a garden? Before there were cities to govern or companies to scale, God placed the first man in a garden. Not to dominate it, but to steward it. Not to exploit it, but to tend it. Genesis 2 isn’t just a story of beginnings—it’s a blueprint for wise, purposeful leadership grounded in divine design. In a world where leadership is often measured by speed, size, or spotlight, the garden calls us back to something more ancient and enduring: stewardship, boundaries, and trust. 1. Responsibility: Leadership as Sacred Trust “The Lord God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and take care of it.” – Genesis 2:15 Leadership begins not when we take charge, but when we receive a trust. God entrusted Adam with the Garden—a space He had already designed, watered, and filled with provision. Adam’s role wasn’t to create from scratch, but to cultiva...

🕊️ When Letting Go Feels Easier Than Holding On

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“Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful.” — Hebrews 10:23 We don’t talk enough about what it feels like when hope starts to slip. When everything inside you whispers “Maybe it’s not meant to be” , “Maybe I misheard God” , or worse, “Maybe He’s just...silent.” Sometimes the bravest thing we can do is not to move forward—but to simply hold on . This verse in Hebrews was written to people under pressure—persecuted, discouraged, tired of waiting, and tempted to abandon their faith. And yet, they were urged to hold fast . Not blindly. But boldly. Because the One who promised them something was still faithful, even when the process felt unbearable. When Holding On Feels Impossible You may not be facing prison like the early church, but maybe you’re facing: An empty fridge , and a wallet that can’t keep up with the cost of living. A corporate layoff notice , after years of loyal service, leaving your career identity fractured...